Sleeping Cutie....^^

Can't sleep yet... thinking of a creative picture made by a fan. Looks.....how cute they are... Super Junior member daebak!!! Whoever creat this picture...I envy him/her so much...^^

우 리 슈 퍼 주 니 어 어 요 !!! (Uri Super Junior OR!!!)^^

동해 DH 희님 HC and 뱅신 Bang shin

Cute picture posted by Donghae just now...cute....(n_n)...


동해 DH 희님 HC and 뱅신 Bang shin 우린 슈퍼주니 어!!!에요 ㅎㅎㅎㅎ날씨 완전 굿굿굿^^희님이랑 숙소에서 ㅎㅎ

translation : Donghae (DH) Heechul (HC) Bang shin uri Super Junior!!! OR ha ha ha ha....

p/s: I only know that part's meaning... need to wait for someone else to translate the rest... hehehe...mianhe....

Raising Up Pets

What people think when they want to raise pets? Why they want to raise pets? For companion? For giving them love? To learn something from them? Or just because they cute?

I love to have my own pets also. I like hamster, rabbit and cat. Looking at all these creatures make me feel like taking care of them. The other reason why I feel like having pets because I'm a lonely person... I tend to be alone and it would be nice if I have pets to play with me...^^ But, raising pets is not an easy task. I'm very sensitive towards living things. I might be happy rising them, play with them and give all my love to them. However, I couldn't stand the feeling of letting them go. I can't bear to watch them sick and die... I can't face it...


Today I read Sungmin's Cyworld entry :
{CYWORLD} Sungmin Diary Entry 04.29.2010

2010.04.29 목 11:55

It’s not only a happy thing that I’m raising Hyaku and Sen..

I really love it..

But the people I live with are suffering from it..

My beloved members’ windpipe are getting effected by it..

Me as well..

I really love them so much and want to be with them..

I have to raise them till the end..

But then it’s so hard to find the right answer..

So I’ve decided to send them away..

I’m looking for someone who would take care of them till the end..

I hope that the kids won’t suffer because of bad dad who doesn’t get to play with them because of schedules*..

Please leave a message on the board ONLY IF you are willing to love Hyaku and Sen more than I do.

I think Sungmin oppa is very strong. I can't do it... He has to give away this two cute cats Hyaku and Sen...


Sometimes, I hate myself for being to emotionally and sensitive about these things. Some people asked me why I didn't raise a cat since I like them so much... I had... I ever raise a cat before... At that time, I was still a high school student. It is a black kitten... it came to my house and I get attached to it. then I took care of it. She likes to sleep near my face and sometimes on my teddy bear's stomach....hehhe... She is very spoilt...and playful.

One morning, when I woke up from sleep, my mom told me that my kitten was hit by car... Knowing that I might trauma watching its corpes, my dad burried it straight away.... I was so shocked of that news. I didn't cry at that time... I don't know why...I feel hopeless.

Since that, I never raise any cats. When there's any cat came to my house, I'll just feed it and sometimes play with it. But I never put too much attention or feelings on it. They stayed there, give birth and so on... but I wasn't take them as my own. Coz I dont want to be attached to them and might exprience same things again... so weak (+_=)...

That's why I respect those that are willing to sacrife for their pets in order to see them have a better lives...

My best friend, Qila also love cats. Her grandparents enjoy raising cats at home. They raise lots of cats. I like coming to her house and played with those cats.

Heechul also raising cats. He seems to love them very much. Two cats right now, Heebum and Bangshin. Both are very cute!!!! I get very excited everytime he posted videos or pictures about his cat. They look soooooo healthy ^^...


I'm envy those people that can raise pets. I'm not strong enough to do it... Ahhhh...
..

My Friend's Wedding Day

~~~~Expreinces~~~~

17 April 2010

We were ready to go there. To the place where my friend that is my classmate will hold a ceremony indicating that he will begin new stage of life. Moving on one step ahead from us. He is 2 years older than us... he is such a great friend and brother. He always take care of his friends. People always feel comfortable around him. It is not strange that he getting married early. I wish the best in his new lufe...^^ Fighting!!!

I'm not sure when this couple met, fall in love and so on. Just one day which was early of this year, the invitation card arrived. We were not so surprised about it since that what we predict before. The bride also study at the same university with us but at different branch. This was the first time we'll see the bride.

When we arrived, the groom and bride busy taking pictures... They look so nice together. Our boys classmates have been there earlier then us. They also busy taking pictures with the newled. It was so funny looking at them....hahhaa...


The bride look familiar to us. We might saw her before when we did our 2 years foundation at the university foundation center. All the students of our uni will do the foundation together and then will be seperated based on our major course and concentration. She looks so beautiful... the groom which we called Abang Azrol was so lucky!!! ^_______________^

ithout wasting anymore time, we also joined the pictures taking session. We seem more excited than the newled..... Hhahahahhaha....

It was village concept wedding. The food were so dillicious. I ate them happily...

Congratulation to the married couple. I hope both of you can have a smooth and blessfull life ^^...

New Journey New Experience ^^

~~~Experiences~~~

16 April 2010

Last week was an interesting week for me. I was attending my classmate's wedding that located at Kelantan (east of Malaysia). What made my journey so interesting is because I went there by train. This is the first time I'm taking the train to a far destination.

From my house, I took the morning bus to the Kuala Lumpur. It took about 4 hours to reach KL. I reached at Bukit Jalil contemporary bus station on the afternoon... I feel excited and keep smiling the moment I reached there. Hahhaa...some good memories I have here...^^ Then my best friend, Qila fetched me up and we took the MRT to Mid Velly. I wanted to kill the times before taking the train as the ticket is on 8.30 pm. So, we spend time together and have funs. It'll be better if Hana can join us but she has exam on that day. Fighting!!! Qila helped me to choose the birthday cake for surprised birthday party tonight. I'm anticipating it...

At about 6.30 pm, me and Qila went to KL Central. There was where the KTM located. Qila stayed with me until my friends from college arrived. When everybody were there, I introduced Qila to my friends. One of them is younger and I treated her like my own little sister. It was her birthday on that day. I didnt wish her anything as I was planning to do the surprised birthday party on the train. So Excited about it...hhehehe....

On 8.00 pm, we finally took the train. We bought the ticket that provided us bed as the journey took about 13 hours... We were quite noisy when we entered the train and finding our beds. After we found them, we arranged the lugages and then gathered at on corner. We chatted excitedly and kept looking around. It was so interesting.

After a few hours, we finally decided to do the party. We did some trick so that adik wont notice that I was trying to bring out the cake. After everything cleared, we sang her the birthday song while presenting the cake to her. She look surprised and blushing at the same time... we were very happy to see her like that. Wah...this is our first time riding a train and at the same time holding a birthday party inside the train. I could see other passengers peep out from their bed to see what actually going on at our section. One of the guard on that train also partially joined us at that time...hahaha.....^^

We ate the cake and the snacks that my friend brought. Then we kept chatting again. At 12.00 pm, we started to feel sleepy. We couldn't endure it anymore and quickly returned to our own bed. I made myself confortable on it and relaxed my mind... I lay on the bed with my body facing the window. It was very dark outside. I only can see the view when there was some light flashing. When I was alone like this, I would think about them "Super Junior". I just hope that one day I could see them face to face... I was always missed them... sometimes it hurts...T_T... unkowingly while thinking of them, I fall asleep. I still remember the last person on my mind that time was kyuhyun...hehhee...I'm jeolous of him actually...ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Late night, I was awake due to coldness. I was very cold and I can't stand it. i was looking for any aircond button or anything that can make it hotter. Sadly, there's nothing could help me. At that time the train stopped at one of the station. I look outside the window and can see everything clearly as it was so bright outside. The signboard showed "Gemas". This means that we were at the south of Malaysia. I becoming more cold. The blanket provided by the train was too thin for me. I took out my towel and covered my body. I wonder what happened to my other companions. Did they sleep peacefully???

I know this might sounds silly or unlogic...but again without realizing it, Super Junior came across my mind again. Without me noticed it, they already conqured my mind. Again, I felt asleep like that...

The next morning at about 6.30 am, adik moke me up so that we could go for prayer. We prayed at one of the cabin. Going to the toilet and praying were a challanging things to do on the train. This os because the train keep shaking. I couldn't stable myself and at the end adik taught me to do a sitting pray. I finally can pray in peace by following this method...^^ I feel slightly dizzy while returning to my bed due to all the shaking....T_T...

At about 10.00 am, we reached at Kelantan (Pasir Mas). Our friends who stayed there picked us up and we were going to stay at their houses...

Thank You ^^

I was worry because of my coming examination... feeling helpless and down, I told some of my friends aboout it... hoping for their blessing and praying... I send them email since they are far away... Most of them reply my mail and I feel grateful...

Iqeen :
always pray 4 u dear~~

Niqissa :
boleh! boleh!

Miz wawa :
bleh2~ hua ze lei ak nyer~ hahaha.. fana mesti ok nyer!!

Sais :
blh punye! :)

Hana:
sentiasa didoakan... insya allah... boleh... m'sia boleh... xkan lei x boley... =)

Da jie :
lei~u will get all my love, hugs, & kisses if u want to~ muaahh...all d best...smg dipermudahkan semuanya...may ALLAH bless u... Insya-ALLAH sume nye ok je.

Kak muza :
chaiiiyyokkk......

Aini :
u can..n u will babee!!!

Nora:
hi salam hana
first of all, HUG!! lama x dengar berita
second of all, i know how you feel. my exams are coming up and I am totally teruk, i don't know if i can even answer the questions.

insyaallah, we make duaa's and pray Hajat together okay :) . All for the best.
remember me in your duaas as well honey,

lots of love,
Nora

Thanks my friends...
감 사 합 니 다 우 시 진 구

sWeet DreAm ~~~ ^v^~~~

~~~SweEt DreAm~~~

I dreamed about something sweet last night... so happy ^^. I'm not sure what the dream was all about. It was mixed up with many scene. But I cleary saw Donghae in my dream just before I woke up. Although it was short, I still excited. This is the fifth times I dreamed about Suju...

The first time was on February 2008. At that time I got high fever because of walking in the rain and shocked. I stayed alone in the room at my college at that time. I dreamed about Sungmin. But in that dream I was like ignoring him and pushed him away... Why did I do that???? Regreting it now....(T_T)...wuwuwu...

The second time I dreamed about Leeteuk. Hurm...quite sweet dream... I'm too shy to tell about it...hahha...never mind.That was about late 2008.

The third time I dreamed about watching Super Junior banner and then they suddenly appear....hahaha... that's dream was quite messed up...hehe... But because of that, I was so happy at that time. That was late 2008 also.

Then, I dreamed about Sungmin again. I still remember that I called my best friend Qila when I woke up. The dream was about me, Sungmin and lift. I'm not sure what happened. but I remember asking him about others member at that time. That dream was late 2008 also. I was on holiday and stay at my house.

And last night was my fifth dream... Haaa.... I want to keep dreaming about them...hehhe...

Semester Lane

My friend just imformed me that the last semester exam result might came out sooner. I feel disturbed upon hearing the news. My head ached and I feel that my eyes become watery... I always face this situation... almost every semester... but the last semester was the most difficult for me... I'm becoming "result phobic". I'll automaticly disturbed and cry if anyone mention about result... I'm too scared to face it...

As I lost half of my courage, I tried getting them by talking to my friends through the email... But at this moment, the facebook refuse to coorarate with me... it suddenly can't be open... the web browser turned jam... I quickly switch to my blog and writing this... feel slightly calm...

Others might not understand this feeling... Some might say just take it easy and it's nothing... Some wouldn't understand it since they never be a failure... It is not strange since they are not me... Aaaaa.... I hate the feeling of dipress like this... I don't want to sound pathetic. But still I can't run from that feeling...

I dont know how much longer I need to face this. Being phobia about something really make me sick....

How I need someone here to comfort me right now...

Super Day ...(✿ ♥‿♥) ...

´¯`•.♥.•´¯`•.¸¸.•(✿ ♥‿♥) (♥‿♥ '')•.¸¸.•´¯`•.♥.•´¯`•

20 March 2010

It takes 23 days for me to be able to compose back my thought. On that special day, I was overwhelmed with excitements and happiness. That day, which might be normal day for others have become the day that I won’t forget. It’ was the day I meet my favorite idols, Super Junior… (♥‿♥). I’ve been liking them for years already...3 years and half... and surprisingly I never get tired of the sapphire blue... And I found out that it is a calming colour and make me smile...hahaha... With this spirit, I hope that there’ll be a day where I can witness everything. It happened on 20032010.

When I first get my Super Show 1 DVD last year, I feel very happy. I keep watching and almost memorize evetything that have been showed. I cried during certain part and laughed when there’s something triggered me. I keep wondering it must be fun if I could be there as well. Together with my best friend (Qila) that like them as well , we wore our new clothes, holding the free gift blue stick that we got from buying the DVD, and watched the show on the laptop inside my room with the light off. We feel happy although it was just on small screen. I guess it is because we like them so much.

After that, my hettic college life begin. We seldom meet because we study at different college in different state. One day in January, my friend told me “Super Junior will have Super Show II in Malaysia on 20 March!!!!”. I was stunned at first coz I didn’t belive what I heard. When she finally manage to convinced me, I called my best friend and told her about that. At a flash, we decided to go....of course!!!!.... On the 18 January 2010 at 17.25 pm, my friend message me and said “Ana, we got the ticket...” I was very happy!!!!!

And on 20 March 2010,we were there... at the National Stadium Bukit Jalil. We arrived at 3 pm waiting to go in at 7 pm... Before departing my mind still full of the unfinished assignments that I need to submit. I still doing the assignments on the previous night. Therefore, my mind not fully well arranged. I was slightly in confused and unorganized. I didn’t feel nervous on the morning since I was so happy that could spend time with my onother best friend (Hana). She specially came here to drive us there. Sadly, she can’t come with us to the concert. But she is so sweet and kind to send us there and pick us up after the concert. That is my best friend, Hana...^_^. It has been 13 years we build this friendship. To me, four of us are destined to be together,,,hehehehe...

The moment I saw the sight of the stadium, I feel excited. Blue color welcoming us... I can’t stay still inside the car. I wish we could find the parking sooner. I want to go out and walk in the crowd of blue color peoples...although I wore pink that day... ( couldn’t be help coz I’m pink and white maniac...haha...)... As soon as we parked the car, I dashed out. I didn’t know what I was tthinking at that moment. Slowly we packed everything and heading towards the crowd. It was the first time I go to a concert… I think it was amazing… and of course because it is Super Junior Concert….^^ After few minutes I finally able to calm my mind.

We took lots of pictures. ELF is everywhere… I hope I could find those from Korea, but I failed. After saying goodbye to Hana, me and Qila wander around… there’s the time that suddenly we heard people screamed… they said there was Yehsung passed by… but I’m not lucky enough as I can’t spot him. It’s okay… Suddenly, my heart beat become unorganized. I suppose to take lunch there as we brought the food with us. However, I didn’t have appetite to eat anything. I just hope to go inside quickly. I just hope that my heart will beat normally. My head slowly becoming dizzy… I’m afraid I might faint because of nervousness. I didn’t tell Qila about this coz I’m unable to say anything at that time. So, I keep walking and walking until Qila grab me and hold me. I still can feel that feeling while writing this memory now… (need to take deep breath first…~~~ hah,,,).

(from singapore ELF)

After a long waiting, finally we went inside the stadium on 7 pm… Inside there, we wait again for about one hour before suddenly the stadium turned dark… At the moment, only blue light cab be seen and super junior’s name screamed could be heard from everywhere… Then, they appear…one by one on the stage. Ah…they are here…I thought. They are here…they are here…I thought….

The performance begun. I focusing on that, feel very excited and happy… holding the blue stick and sing along with them… ahhh….It was really happen, not a dream… this is my first dream that come true… thanks God… Super Junior introducing themselves one by one… Kyuhyun, Leeteuk, said something in Malay (cute!!!), macho introduction from Sungmin, the funny Eunhyuk, cool Siwon, cute Leeteuk, adorable Shindong and Ryeowook, energetic Donghae, unique Heechul and Yehsung and loveable mangnae Kyuhyun. I was enjoying all the performances. They look energetic and smart….really my idols….^_^… Kangin, Hankyung and Kibum were not in the cocert…slightly sad but need to understand their situation… I hope everything will turn back to normal.. I hope they will be fine… I feel excited also that able to meet Henry and Zhou Mi. Zhou Mi is very good looking… Henry is very talented!!! No time to record anything or taking pictures…I was to into the show…focusing and enjoying… Luckily Qila took it… thank you!!! Hehehe…

Sitting in between my best friend, Qila and my best former roommate Natrah, was a valuable moment for me… I could be with two of them that day watching our beloved Super Junior… those two person are still with me and their love towards Super Junior never faded… Three of us are the only children in family but came from different background with totally different personality. There’s something about Super Junior that make us attached to them. Maybe, what we like about Super Junior is the love that they portray to people… the love that we are melt in…that we look for… My phone is all on that night calling my best friend, Iqeen that study far away so that she would be able to enjoy the concert with us…

I cried and laugh during the concert…I was so satisfied… I hope time can stop…I would like to treasure that moment more and more… Thinking about my parents at that moment, I feel thankful to God for giving me such understandable parent. They always considered about my thought and feeling and always trust me. I love them so much!!!!!

It was 11 pm…3 hours passed … finally it was the time to say goodbye… with an unwilling heart, I wave to Super Junior. I know they didn’t notice me at all…. But I still did what I feel like to. I didn’t want to regret anything… I want to cherish every moments… My hand waving to them but deep in my heart I said “till we meet again, oppa… till we meet again…”. Watching Super Junior walked out the stage…my heart beat slowly becoming normal…. My ear ached because of the screamed but my head fill light… I feel like my stress that’s been accumulated inside me gone… I was really happy….

We walked out the room… and stand outside to take some air since there were lots of people inside. While relaxing, all the concert images played on my mind. Suddenly the memory came and I told Qila “Remember we hold this blue stick and watched the SS1 DVD at my room last year? Qila, I just realized that now we were finally here… holding the same stick but watching the real Super Show”. Upon hearing that, Qila gave me a big smile…I guessed she just realized it as well…

20 March 2010…was so memorable. I separated with Natrah on 20 March 2008 because we have to go to different campus based on our courses although we are in the same university. We were together as roommates for 1 year but we became close. There were 3 of us…me Natrah and Aida. I were separated from them and need to study at the new campus which is 4 hours from here, Kuala Lumpur while they remain at the main campus here. I remember that I cried hard that day… Because of busy schedule, we are not able to meet… finally after 2 years; we meet again because of Super Junior… Natrah is the one that help me to buy the tickets. And because of that, Natrah and Qila getting know to each other. I really want to introduce her to my best friends… ^^

Finally, we walked out the stadium… waiting for Hana to fetch us… We were going to spend the night together at Qila’s house. We will tell Hana everything tonight. Qila was in dilemma for a while after communicating with her friends. Luckily it was over after a while. I listen to her confession towards her friends and how she wanted them to respect us and so on cause she treasure us so much… I was so touch… T_T…huhuhu….

I finally feel hungry but still no appetite to eat…Qila and me looking for something to eat….. while walking, Qila sang a birthday song for me…It’s my birthday… That day was my birthday… I forget about it for a while… and come back to my sense when I noticed the text message that I received wishing me happy birthday…^^. Unlike previous years, there’s no cake for me this year. But I feel so special as my best friends are by my side and Super Junior with us…and all the fans… I feel happy, happy and happy…..That was what so special about 20 March 2010…

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