Sleepy Friday...

I didnt write anything in this blog bacause of too busy... I only have times now since there's no class today. But I'll go to the lab at 5 to get the experiments' results that we did yeterday...

So boring.....

I'm weird too...hahaaaa

Xm (Qila)... when you came to my house yesterday you told me that you are weird... that why you having some problems with your friends at your uni...

I think, I'm weird too...if something happen, I guess it is because of myself. So far, only 3 of you understand me... I also dont know why I cant show that part of me to my new world... the world after high school... I tried...

It is not that I become a different person at my uni... It is just that there's "part" of myself that people here dont know... I feel it when I'm with you guys... I always wonder about it... Therefore I declare that I'm weird tooooo.....

Going Back to Uni

Tomorrow I'm going back to my university... My feeling right now is quite misarable... It is because, on 28th September, I have Microbiology examination. I didnt study much at home since I'm still in hari raya mood...hahaha...

I'm quite dissapointed this year coz my best friends and I cant gather toghether. I went back to my house late. Aqila too... So, I only meet Qila while Hana meet Iqeen. Both Hana and Iqeen spend their hari raya here... I wonder when 4 of us can meet... We only talked on the phone...

Wahhhhhhhh....so stress about this coming exam!!! I hate having exam after any occasion or holiday like this... I know I should read but my mind is somewhere else... I only open the book but I'm not really sure what did I read... God...please help me... T_T...

Celcome and Maxis... what happen to both of you????

I feel like talking with my three best friends during the raya night. I called them one by one but failed... I don't know how many times I press their numbers. Tired of using my maxis number to call them, I use my mom's celcom number. It is still the same. The line is full but I cant make any call.

Luckily Iqeen are online. We are able to comunicate through the chatting box in the Facebook. But, someone came to her house so she need to excuse herself. Then I manage to call Qila... We just talked for about three minutes and then my mom asked me to her my aunt for a while. This time, I have to excuse myself. When I finished all the chores, I can't contact her anymore (sigh~~~). A few minutes latter, there's a dial tone when I tried calling Hana. But nobody answer the phone... I give up after three times trying.

About an hour latter, I got message from Hana saying that she was helping her farther at the kitchen. She also said that she was on the phone taking to her sister that studying at the Ireland. They must be talked about many things since it is the first raya without her sister... Then, Hana called me. I pick up the phone quickly once I saw her name appear on the screen. And the conversation goes like this...

Hana : "Hello...."

Me : "Hello.....!!!"

Hana : "Can you here me????"

Ana : "Yes, yes what did you say??? I cant really hear you...."

Hana : "Hello, can you hear me???"

Ana : "Hello....."

Hana : tut tut tut tut tut tut......

The line is gone..... (sigh~~~~~)...

So, during the hari raya night I only can talked to my best friends about...

Qila ~ "Hello..."

"Where are you? BP, KL or JB?"

"I can't contact F3"

"I need to go to kitchen"

Iqeen ~ "What are you doing?"
"Assignments during raya night???"
"Where did you celebrate raya this year?"

Hana ~ "Hello"
"Can you hear me???"

Chingu ya... saranghe....

I think...

I feel like playing with fireworks. Lots of people here playing it with their family. I used to do it long time ago... I also dont really remember when is the last time I played it together with my relatives. I guess it was 6 years ago... I miss those time so much... My cousins are getting older. They are either get married or going overseas. Maybe I shouldt think of playing like that anymore. But, deep in my heart. I really want it... Therefore, sometimes I'll buy the fireworks and play them by myself... Of course it is quite boring...

Since my cousin get married, I'm able to call his wife "kakak" (sister). When were preparing the food yesterday, I purposely help her in anything that she did. It is because when I dont know how to do something such as how to cut the vegetable, I will ask her. By this way I can called her "kakak". "kak, how to cut this?", "kak, how to open this?" and lots more "kak". Although sometimes I already know how to do it. I just enjoy saying that word.

I dont have any siblings and that's why I'm very excited about it. I know, actually it can't consider as my "kakak" since she is not event my sister in law. I just use any chance that I have. My aunt's children are all boys. So, the youngest child of my aunt said that he is very happy to get a sister in law. During the wedding, when we gathered around along the table, he suddenly told my 2nd uncle like this "pak ngah, it's very good to have a sister....". I envy him so much....

At my college, I have a classmate that 1 year younger than me. Because she is cute and look like a kid, I call her "adik" (younger sister). I'm really happy that I can call someone like that. I always look for her or ask her if I want to know about something. I just feel happy to be able to say "adik".

Because of the junior and senior relationship, lots people will call me "kak Ana". However, that only because of the seniority and politeness. But, I still like it too. So, I always approach the juniors and sometimes if my there's junior that same age with me call me "kak Ana" I just accept it. Hahahaha.... However, no one ever call me "adik". I really want it..... Having a family that consist of bothers and sisters must be very good...

Preparing Hari Raya food....

I woke up quite late today coz of the Boys Over Flower... luckily I still manage to help preparing the food for tomorrow. We cook laksa Johor and Ketupat palas. I like ketupat palas the most. Everbody cook the food happily... We chat a lot and joking around. It's too pity that I'm not really good at talking. I have lots to tell them as well but I just be a good listener and just respond to every questions.

During the night, I help my aunt organizing the hari raya cookies. They look so delicious and beautiful... We also contact both people that at oversea through the webcam. My cousin proposely playing the hari raya song loudly to make his brother cry. However, instead of him, I'm the one who feel like crying...T_T...hahahaha...

At Alor Setar, Kedah...my beloved village ^_^...

My family and I now at my aunt's house in Alor Setar that located at north of Malaysia. We arrived here yeterday. It took 12 hours to go there by car from my house that located at the south of Malaysia.

Bacause of the tired journey. everybody went to sleep early last night. However I went to bed at about 3.00 am because I watched Boys Over Flower. I suddenly feel like watching it... At the same time, I miss my best friends Iqeen, Qila and Hana. I wonder when we can celebrate Hari Raya toghether....

It was so fun kast night... I watched my cousin played the fireworks and "mercun". I feel like playing it too but I'm not so interested at that time. This year, we'll celebrate hari raya with a new member of the family. My cousin just get married last June. He get married at young age since he already ready to build a family. I like her wife so much... She is very famiky and sweet...^^

However, two people are missing this year. Two of my cousins went to Ukraine and Australia to further their studies...

내 사랑아 (Nae saranga)

I still don’t know love,

I don’t know who you are

When will love come to me?

Waiting for U love...

Can’t you get a little Close to me

My love, Babe my sweet heart

All those other people

How can they think of love?

Am I the only one who doesn’t know how?

Very warm and comfortable

And sometimes sweet

With such love you were always with me

This is the part of the lyrics of korean song entitled "My Love Come to Me"...

I feel this lyrics suit me... This is what I feel. I never fall in love before and never interested in someone. When I think I got crush on somebody, it just fade away the next day. I also even didnt remember his looks after that...

I'm not sure whether I consider abnormal. Everyone around me ever been into relationship at least one. Still, they can't stimulate me to find a boyfriend... I didn't open my heart for boys... It's not that I don't want to be in love... Maybe my aspactation on them too high... I don't know... Just hope he will come to me one day... My SEO-ULmate... hehehe...

Lalalalalala.....

Where's is my SEO-ULmate???? where are you??? Dugu seyo???

Rutine oh rutine...

I didnt do anything when I'm at home... Just watching tv. Now I'm watching one of my favourite shows, "Screning Huminity". I like it very much... ^_^...

Hari Raya Holiday...

I'm home again!!!!

After facing all those difficult papers, I'm finally home... hari raya is coming... what do I feel??? I also dont know... Maybe because I dont really feel like celebrating it...

I miss my childhood Hari Raya... those days were really meaningfull. It is different now... I cant really remember what I did during those previous 7 years hari raya... The excitement slowly fade away...

No matter what, I still bought lots of baju raya. Today, my parent brought me for shopping. I get three new clothes. I rare buy clothes. Therefore my mom will buy me lots of clothes when I say I want it....hahahaha...

p/s: xm...our DEES... when can we go there???

Followers???

My blog seems going to have a few followers... they are the persons that I knew... I'm quite shy about it... I thought of keeping this blog to myself since it is like my diary... But, maybe it'll be nice if I can share it with others too...

I want to write more but I cant really focus anymore... There'll be Organic Chemistry exam tomorrow... Waaaa.... I hope I can answer all the questions well.... But...need to study first....T_T

First paper...already difficult...T_T

naneun naneun babongabwayo geudae geudae bakke moreuneun babo
geuraeyo geudael boneun mam

neomu banjjak banjjak nuni busyeo no no no no no
neomu kkamjjak kkamjjak nollan naneun oh oh oh oh oh
neomu jjarit jjarit momi tteollyeo gee gee gee gee gee
o jeojeun nunbit (oh yeah~) o joheun hyanggi (oh yeah yeah yeah~)

~~~exam was so difficult~~~ T_T..... gee gee gee gee gee...hah!

My Roomamates

I'm so thankfull to God...for giving me good roommates now... they are so different from my previous roommates. They are caring and sincere. Some might think they are not good person... We can't judged a book by it's cover... I didn't have good impression on them at the beggining coz I heard many unpleasant things about them from others...

After staying with them for 2 semesters, I feel really greatfull... They never minded in my bussiness and always makes me feel relax... Thanks my roommates... I hope I can be a good friend to them as well...^^

Hmmm...talking about roommates, I miss my roommates that I stay with at the Foundations Center. There were 3 of us in that room during that time... They are sincere persons as well... I'm very happy to stay with them... they never bring me trouble also... I miss them so much... But we are so far from each other right now... I can only meet them after 7 hours journey... We are under the same university but different branches that located in different state...

I hope I can meet them one day...


Good night all my roommates...Sweet dreams..... ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzZZZZzzzzzzz........

Middle August

It's been a long time since my last post. I was so busy with the assignments. The internet connection is so poor lately. I don't know what's wrong with it.

There's so many things to do these few days... it's good actually as I trying to forget those unpleasant things. But, I think it's not that easy... T_T. Fighthing!!!!

Nail cut and Flu~~~

Good event
I'm noot good in cutting my finger nails. They always look ugly and mess up when I cut them. But this week I got a clean cut... It's because my friend help me to cut it while waiting for the lecturer... I'm so happy.....hehehehehe

Bad event
By the way, today I got flu and sore throt... It's so uncomfortable... I feel like sleeping all the time... but... I got microb lab at 2.00 pm....T_T

The day today

Feel very very very very sleepy...

I want to lie on the bed...

But lots of quizes waiting for me this week....

Just saw lot of people laughing happily and I'm part of them too...

but everything turn back to normal when I get back to the room...

I'm saying good bye to my friend that I just started to get closer...

Suddenly feel so tired...

I want the beach....

Internet Line

The internet line suddenly become poor...

I wonder why....

Is the line also affacted by H1N1????

Hope it can recovered faster....

T_T

~no no no n0~

My five years mini teddy...

I keep these two mini teddy for about 5 years... I bought them in pairs last 5 years because I dont want them to feel lonely... This Monday I'll give them to my friend that are going to UK to further her study... What do I feel??? Of course it's really hurt to let them go...

Actually, they will represent me. I didnt have chance to go there or any where else. I wanted too...but there's just no opportunity for me yet... Therefore by letting them go with my friend, I feel slightly happy... I hope my friend will take care of them like I did...

~~~Saranghaeyo~~~

New stuffs coming

Annyong....

Hm.....there's nothing to do today as usual... It just a normal day for me. But this afternoon my mother bring back two new bags and a pair of new shoe. Wah... I like them very much!!!! I seldom go out shopping. Most of my bags and shoes are bought from the magazine.

It's not I dont like shopping. I enjoy it very much. However I will shop when I feel like doing it. I'll go shopping with my friends and we will do something else as well^^

These are the shoe and bags that I got today... I think they are nice. But...when I'll use them??? Hmmm.....

(This bag will look more pink outside the picture)

My teddy bear wearing the bag ^^

I use my teddy bear to be my model today... Coz there's no one here except my teddy bears. It is cute right? This teddy bear' name is Donghae (I think this name is quite familar~~~). Heheheheeee...

The white shoe

Finally, I try to match them. Usually I dont have trouble in matching my bag with the sho and clothes. It's bacause all of them are either pink or white in color.

The match making session...

Sometime I'll wear black too but there's must be a little bit of pink....(n_n)...

My taste is always similar. That's what my friends told me. When I bought something, they won't look so different. I'm trying to make my stuff more variety.....


That's what I did today's afternon... Since I didnt have any special activity to do. It's quite fun too. I'm going back to the university tomorrow. The one week sudden holiday ended now. There'll be lots of assignments, quizes and tutorials waiting for me... Fighting.




~~~~weh geulunji molla....weh geulunji molla~~~~

Xm's Fun fun fun...

Xm, I read your blog. Hehehehe.... Don't need to think that hard. You are a fun person... Those who close to you will feel it. Just be yourself dear... Everybody will get to like you...

Shopping at DESS? Of course!!! I wonder when we can go there again... Seems like it is diffucult to get holiday after this...

Dream...

It's a normal day. I woke up at 9.30 am as usual. I got unpleasant dream last night. I'm not clear what that dream is all about. But it is not a good memory. It makes me feel gloomy today. Hai... so sad...

Hmmmm....Girls' Generation ^^

Recently I notice that I growing to like SNSD (Girls' generation)... And today I decide that "yes!" I like them so much!!! Why??? I also dont know...But, I like them ^^

I think they are pretty and cute! I even join their fan club now.... My fovourite SNSD member is Kim Soo Yeong and Kim Tae Yeon.

Tae Yeon said she wants to be a genie. She want to grand people's wishes... So cute.... Manyageh...(If).... [~Tae Yeon's song~] I like that song (n_n)...

Genie???

But I like all of them. And even now, I like Im Yoona as well. I didnt pay attention on Yoona at the beginning. Thinking back, there's no reason why I dislike her...Hm.... Now she is among my favourite too...

Pretty.... Isn't she?

I also watch the drama series entitle "You Are My Destiny"... It is a very looooong drama. I won't have time to follow it since I'm staying in the college. But, I think it is a good drama. She is a good actres...

To me, this SNSD member also soooooo pretty. Kwon Yuri...she is very tall and has a nice 'S' line body....

Fuh.....~~~ I feel like showing all nine of them here....hehehehe.... The cute Sunny, The talented dancer Hyo Yeon, the cool Tiffany, the unbiological Heechul's twin Jessica and the soft, cute makne (youngest) Seo Hyun.

It is good if I can be pretty like them.... Hmmmmm..... yeppo....

2 days 1 night...

Oh...I'm crazy about that show... I love all the MC in that shows. I like Lee Seungi!!!! He is so cute and kind... everybody just like him. He is so polite with the fans. Besides him, MC Mong also is my favourite ^_^... He is born to be a comedian. He is so caring and funny!!!! Nice hyung! Other person are good too. The king of entertainment Kang Ho Dong!!! He is more like an uncle and the big hyung. Segeun, Kim C and the chlid-like boy Jiwon. They make a perfect team! Go go go 2D1N!

It is good if I can have a DVD of that show. I cant find it in youtube. Event though the show is there, it must be without subtitle T_T...

It is good if I can go to those places that they promote...~~~~~~~

Hen Wu Liao Le...

Today is Wednesday. I didnt do anything accept watching the television. Oh, I learn some hangul too... It is so fun!!! But, after I finished doing that, I started to get bored again....

By the way, I got new shoes today... I'll wear it during the Hari Raya celebration this year. I like it so much. My mother bought it for me. She gave me when she returned to home from work.

Does it beautiful????

Normal day...

There's nothing I can do.....
A little bit boring....
Xm ah.... go back here!!!

Today's Favourite Photo ^^

I get this from Kyuhyun's Cyworld...


I like to see both of them like this...


Smirk??? Hahaha...

p/s: babo~~~no no no no no~

T_T T_T T_T T_T

I look at one of my classmates Facebook just now... She said that she'll be leaving soon... On August next week... Wawawawawawawa.... She'll go to UK London and continue her study there. I just started to know her and thought I can know her more this semester. She is a nice friend. Although she is younger than me, but she is so smart... She never underestimate people...

But, she is leaving soon... sob sob sob... Bye bye bye...

See you again my friend... Love You...

Bathtub T_T

I should take my bath now...
Then, suddenly I think... I want a bathtub...
I want a bathtub....
Mama, abah... I want a bathtub.... T_T

Me and lap top....hahaha

Lying down on my bed...with my lap top beside me....
I just open my blog to post something, but I dont know what should I write....
What is on my mind right now? I also dont know... The thought just came and go...
This always happened when I am alone without anything to do.
I started to imagine lots of things...(dreaming....)...

I miss them so much...my own F4...my best companions. I miss going out with them, talking and laughing together. Maybe we could walk together on the beach, do a barbeque then go back to shallet and wear our pyjamas to sleep. The next day, we could watch the morning sun, have breakfast and go shopping... But we have our own duty... we have other responsibality. That's the fact of life...

I read my best friend's blog... she sounds unhappy and sad. That brakes my heart... She called me on the phone and told me she is having her dinner. She sounds okay but will she be allright until tonight? Will she has a happy day tomorrow? I hope so... I dont really know her friends there... but I hope they wont hurt her... She is a kind friend that take care of everybody very well...

My 3 best friends. I hope they are always happy. I'm not sure about this but I think we have telepathy... Maybe I'm thinking too much... I dont know how to explain. I tried it and it works... Or again, maybe it is just coincidence... who knows...

Wah... suddenly there's many sentences came out... I didnt event realize it. Hahahahaha....
I should take my bath now... It's getting late. I want to be fresh again. Hmmm... now I'm a little bit sensitive about the word "again". Coz I will go on saying "again and again and again and again...weh geulunji molla....." (2PM song ~~ Again and again)...

Okay... see you...tatatata....(himawari style)....~~~

again and again and again and again.... nickhun~wooyang~~

Happy and happy at home ^^

The first day I heard about this sudden holiday, my feeling mixed up a bit. I'm afraid that there'll be lots of works and assignments to be covered when I return back. But, the feeling that I'll spend the whole week at home, make me feel like buying the ticket at that moment.

It's very nice to be at home... I feel so secure and peaceful. When I first get back to my college, I'm a little bit upset coz I'll miss the Yu Huiyeol's Sktechbook show on KBS. Kyuhyun will appear on that show and I will going to miss that episode. However, just now, he appeared on that show.... Woow...I'm so happy!!!!! It's lucky for me to be able to watch him directly on the television. Haaaaa...... Should I be too happy like this??? Hmmm.... I dont care...

7 years of love.....

Home sweet home

I'm at home!!!! It is so good to be at home...

A picture to share

Leeteuk post this picture at his cyworld… He’s thinking about something while looking out the window. I did it quite frequently these few days… The world that I live in seems to become quiter…

Time to Sleep...

I'm going back at 10.00 am tomorrow... i have to wake up at 6.00 am and get ready of everything. I need to call back the person that suppose to bring us to the bus station. I hope I really can get up as early as I can...

Before going to sleep, I want to drink this green tea... It is delicious.... enjoy it...

H1N1 sudden holiday ticket

After went out for about 1 hour, I finally get the bus ticket to my hometown. Very happy can go home eventhough I'll have to attend the continuous replacement class. After dropping my roomate at the hospital for her phisiotherapy appointment, we quickly went to the bus station. Thanks to my roomate mami, for driving us today... (n_n)...



Yipeeeee!!!!!!! Can watch KBS World at home!!!! ^^

Holiday....ha???

Just now when I woke up from my afternoon nap, I heard my roomate scream...." UIA close!!!!!"

We are going to have 1 week holiday starting today....hehehehhehe....(sigh~~~)... must be lots of replacement class after this.....

I'm quite blur right now. Well, I'll just go and buy the ticket. When I'm going back? Tomorrow or tonight? Hm.....I'll decide when I am there...

1.45 am...

It is 1.45 am... I just going back from the juniors' room. I were promoting the Bios Life product with my roomate to the student in my university. We started promote it to the new intake student first and after that, we might go to the 3rd and 4th yr student.

We did it because we think this health product will help to make people's life better. I can see the result from the seniors that use it before. They are like very energenic and positive about themselve. It is good if the student can have a better life and mind. Maybe I will introduce some of the products afterwards. I use about 4 to 5 hours a week to explain about these to the student.

Hmmm..... I'm a bit tired... but I dont know whether to sleep or do something else. Logically, I need to sleep. My class start at 8.00 am tomorrow...

Okay, have sweet dreams everyone.... annyong!!!

By the way, I want to share with you a dishes that my pen pal from Korea cook... she post it at her facebook and I save it... It looks so delicious... nyum nyum...

The Road

Where is the roads are heading to? Where is the destinations? I leave it to your imagination...

These are the road of hope... I wish I could walk on those road one day... And they will lead me to the places that I want to go....

I'm sure everyone has their own wish... the dreams place that you want to go and the destination that you want to reach... Everyday, we use lots of road to go to the place that we want... however, sometimes we just cant easily be at the place we want because we couldnt find the road... No matter what, keep working to find it... But make sure that we choose the correct road.

Fighting!!!! (wink wink~~~)

HuGs For EverYone...

Free hugs from me... sarangheyo... ^^

Microorganisms???

I did an experiments about the microorganisms last week. We prepared a culture media (agar media) to grow the bacteria. We capture the bacteria from environment, in our mouth and fingers. We also make a comparasion between the amount of bacteria that accumulate on our fingers after we wash the using water only and then using the Detol. The result of the experiment is quite surprising to us...



This microorganism (bacteria) that we get from our finger before washing...








After washing hand....











After washing hand and using detol...






The result is quite surprising... How come the bacteria still there event after we wash hand using detol???? Furthermore, the bacteria very active compared to before we wash hand.... So, maybe the detol is not affective. Thus, we need to redo the experiment next week. All of us since all group get the similar result...


My prediction is because of the water... maybe the water is highly contiminated. I cant wait for this coming Microb lab... I want to find out the real reason behind this. Is it the detol is not effective or there's other reason behind this... I'll share the result with everyone soon...

Ana fighthing!!!!

GASS Night

There will be special event tonight. It s the GASS night that will be held at the sciences auditarium. GASS stand for Gathering of Scinces Student if I'm not mistaken... We will welcome all the new intake ofSciences student. I have to replace my friend and become the usher for the VIP tonight. I'm quite nervous....

I sprained my ankle last night while going back from rehearsal. I didnt notice about the stairs and accidentaly fell down. It is not painful at the beggining but now it's getting hurt. I hope I still can do my job tonight....

Fuh...~~~

What shoud I do today???

It's a boring day...

I set my alarm at 10.00 am but I woke up at 11.00 am... What a waste of time...(sigh~~~)... I could do more things if I woke up earlier. Classes are strarting tomorrow as usual and it is better for me if I can do some revision for tomorrow.

I open my Calculus book.... look through it and do some exercises.

After a few questions, I started to feel tense. I CANT solve the problems. Math really can make me cry easily. Getting tired of the unsolving math problems, I open my blog to relieve my tension.... I feel a bit better.

I peek into my roomate's room and found out that she is reading the Microbiology book. It makes me feel like reading that too... But, it means that I just try to run away from Math... hahahahahahah....

The H1N1 virus is attacking crazily nowdays. It makes me feel unsecure to go out... I think I should get a mask for protection. There's a few student in my college that are positive in H1N1. Luckily they are allright now...

The nearby universities are closing down for about 2 weeks I guess. It's only my uni havent close yet.... I hope it wont close coz there's lot more to catch up... It'll be tired to attend to the replacement class later. However, if this is getting serious, I hope the uni will take actions.

Again and again and again... what should I do today??? It's quite boring.....(sigh~~~)...

p/s: I cant get these people out of my mind.... hahahahha (n_n)....