Thursday, April 29, 2010

Raising Up Pets


What people think when they want to raise pets? Why they want to raise pets? For companion? For giving them love? To learn something from them? Or just because they cute?

I love to have my own pets also. I like hamster, rabbit and cat. Looking at all these creatures make me feel like taking care of them. The other reason why I feel like having pets because I'm a lonely person... I tend to be alone and it would be nice if I have pets to play with me...^^ But, raising pets is not an easy task. I'm very sensitive towards living things. I might be happy rising them, play with them and give all my love to them. However, I couldn't stand the feeling of letting them go. I can't bear to watch them sick and die... I can't face it...


Today I read Sungmin's Cyworld entry :
{CYWORLD} Sungmin Diary Entry 04.29.2010

2010.04.29 목 11:55

It’s not only a happy thing that I’m raising Hyaku and Sen..

I really love it..

But the people I live with are suffering from it..

My beloved members’ windpipe are getting effected by it..

Me as well..

I really love them so much and want to be with them..

I have to raise them till the end..

But then it’s so hard to find the right answer..

So I’ve decided to send them away..

I’m looking for someone who would take care of them till the end..

I hope that the kids won’t suffer because of bad dad who doesn’t get to play with them because of schedules*..

Please leave a message on the board ONLY IF you are willing to love Hyaku and Sen more than I do.


I think Sungmin oppa is very strong. I can't do it... He has to give away this two cute cats Hyaku and Sen...


Sometimes, I hate myself for being to emotionally and sensitive about these things. Some people asked me why I didn't raise a cat since I like them so much... I had... I ever raise a cat before... At that time, I was still a high school student. It is a black kitten... it came to my house and I get attached to it. then I took care of it. She likes to sleep near my face and sometimes on my teddy bear's stomach....hehhe... She is very spoilt...and playful.

One morning, when I woke up from sleep, my mom told me that my kitten was hit by car... Knowing that I might trauma watching its corpes, my dad burried it straight away.... I was so shocked of that news. I didn't cry at that time... I don't know why...I feel hopeless.

Since that, I never raise any cats. When there's any cat came to my house, I'll just feed it and sometimes play with it. But I never put too much attention or feelings on it. They stayed there, give birth and so on... but I wasn't take them as my own. Coz I dont want to be attached to them and might exprience same things again... so weak (+_=)...

That's why I respect those that are willing to sacrife for their pets in order to see them have a better lives...

My best friend, Qila also love cats. Her grandparents enjoy raising cats at home. They raise lots of cats. I like coming to her house and played with those cats.

Heechul also raising cats. He seems to love them very much. Two cats right now, Heebum and Bangshin. Both are very cute!!!! I get very excited everytime he posted videos or pictures about his cat. They look soooooo healthy ^^...


I'm envy those people that can raise pets. I'm not strong enough to do it... Ahhhh...
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