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I feel like playing with fireworks. Lots of people here playing it with their family. I used to do it long time ago... I also dont really remember when is the last time I played it together with my relatives. I guess it was 6 years ago... I miss those time so much... My cousins are getting older. They are either get married or going overseas. Maybe I shouldt think of playing like that anymore. But, deep in my heart. I really want it... Therefore, sometimes I'll buy the fireworks and play them by myself... Of course it is quite boring...

Since my cousin get married, I'm able to call his wife "kakak" (sister). When were preparing the food yesterday, I purposely help her in anything that she did. It is because when I dont know how to do something such as how to cut the vegetable, I will ask her. By this way I can called her "kakak". "kak, how to cut this?", "kak, how to open this?" and lots more "kak". Although sometimes I already know how to do it. I just enjoy saying that word.

I dont have any siblings and that's why I'm very excited about it. I know, actually it can't consider as my "kakak" since she is not event my sister in law. I just use any chance that I have. My aunt's children are all boys. So, the youngest child of my aunt said that he is very happy to get a sister in law. During the wedding, when we gathered around along the table, he suddenly told my 2nd uncle like this "pak ngah, it's very good to have a sister....". I envy him so much....

At my college, I have a classmate that 1 year younger than me. Because she is cute and look like a kid, I call her "adik" (younger sister). I'm really happy that I can call someone like that. I always look for her or ask her if I want to know about something. I just feel happy to be able to say "adik".

Because of the junior and senior relationship, lots people will call me "kak Ana". However, that only because of the seniority and politeness. But, I still like it too. So, I always approach the juniors and sometimes if my there's junior that same age with me call me "kak Ana" I just accept it. Hahahaha.... However, no one ever call me "adik". I really want it..... Having a family that consist of bothers and sisters must be very good...